Lately I’m beginning to feel as if the worlds about to stop, time is going to no longer be… for some reason this doesn’t frighten me. I’m ready for whatever happens, even if it’s mass famine, nuclear war, asteroid, whatever. I hear nothing coming from the media, I feel nothing from anyone on the streets. Humanity feels like its dieing.. Slowly and softly I can smell something is in the distance, but not far. (yet in not afraid if this makes sense.)
I’ve had apocalyptic lucid dreams of new world order, and war. Mass genocide also.
This haunts me, one in particular sticks in my head and it sometimes is all I can think of. Rebel groups who don’t believe in the so called new order, they’re targeted by the general public, it’s a total free for all.
I recall stopping at a gas station with my best friend (kat) we both walked in together and she walked over to the cashier, I looked at the clock and its about 8:12pm (down to the time) Her debit card wasn’t working so she had to walk across the street to go to the ATM, at the time I was alone in the srore with my friend Zeph and the cashier, her name tag read Lindsay, her hair long and brown pulled into a lazy pony tail, she was a bit thicker than I am. She told me about the new order and now its supposed to go into effect any time, I shrugged her off and stopped thinking for a moment before the power went out.
By this time I come to realize that a Kat has not returned, so I tried to run out to find her but they wouldn’t let me go alone. In the skies were helicopters pointing flashlights into buildings looking for the so called misfits to society (like the holocaust). I held my breath between a window and a dingle shelf, I waited for them to pass and than I headed out to the van it was a 1980something van with wood panels. My friend zeph got the doors open just in time for men to make it over on foot, we hid under the abundance of bags and old clothes in the back seat against the seats and floor till they were gone.
“We need to find her you know” my friend whispered tome, from there I struggled into the drivers seat in a state of panic I sped off to a local high school (having followed an armored truck there) I had to find a way in and by the time I found my way there were a bunch of naked girls in the gym, and the boys were being taken up stairs (how I got in untouched is still unknown. I asked around till someone explained to me it had been too late, she pointed to a door. I said its just a door, she told me to look on the back.
There was a plastic bio bag, inside the bag was what made the dream most haunting…
There I found my best friends remains, I knew they were hears because of her eyes… no ones eyes could effect me like hers do. The blue as thick as the sky on both good and bad days, they sooth you, and could just as easily cut you in half… inside this bag I stared into her looking back.. She had nothing.
I woke up screaming and crying in a cold sweat.
I mention this dream because its apocalyptic, as many of my thoughts lately. I think I just need to start my period.
Today I went to see watchmen, which took me back to my thoughts and dreams, the images of nuclear wars, and death. Done so beautifully… and still reminded me how close it feels.
Is our doomsday clock 5 before midnight?
I’ve had apocalyptic lucid dreams of new world order, and war. Mass genocide also.
This haunts me, one in particular sticks in my head and it sometimes is all I can think of. Rebel groups who don’t believe in the so called new order, they’re targeted by the general public, it’s a total free for all.
I recall stopping at a gas station with my best friend (kat) we both walked in together and she walked over to the cashier, I looked at the clock and its about 8:12pm (down to the time) Her debit card wasn’t working so she had to walk across the street to go to the ATM, at the time I was alone in the srore with my friend Zeph and the cashier, her name tag read Lindsay, her hair long and brown pulled into a lazy pony tail, she was a bit thicker than I am. She told me about the new order and now its supposed to go into effect any time, I shrugged her off and stopped thinking for a moment before the power went out.
By this time I come to realize that a Kat has not returned, so I tried to run out to find her but they wouldn’t let me go alone. In the skies were helicopters pointing flashlights into buildings looking for the so called misfits to society (like the holocaust). I held my breath between a window and a dingle shelf, I waited for them to pass and than I headed out to the van it was a 1980something van with wood panels. My friend zeph got the doors open just in time for men to make it over on foot, we hid under the abundance of bags and old clothes in the back seat against the seats and floor till they were gone.
“We need to find her you know” my friend whispered tome, from there I struggled into the drivers seat in a state of panic I sped off to a local high school (having followed an armored truck there) I had to find a way in and by the time I found my way there were a bunch of naked girls in the gym, and the boys were being taken up stairs (how I got in untouched is still unknown. I asked around till someone explained to me it had been too late, she pointed to a door. I said its just a door, she told me to look on the back.
There was a plastic bio bag, inside the bag was what made the dream most haunting…
There I found my best friends remains, I knew they were hears because of her eyes… no ones eyes could effect me like hers do. The blue as thick as the sky on both good and bad days, they sooth you, and could just as easily cut you in half… inside this bag I stared into her looking back.. She had nothing.
I woke up screaming and crying in a cold sweat.
I mention this dream because its apocalyptic, as many of my thoughts lately. I think I just need to start my period.
Today I went to see watchmen, which took me back to my thoughts and dreams, the images of nuclear wars, and death. Done so beautifully… and still reminded me how close it feels.
Is our doomsday clock 5 before midnight?